Hard
by a great forest dwelt a wood-cutter with his wife, who had an only
child, a little girl three years old. They were so poor, however, that
they no longer had daily bread, and did not know how to get food for
her. One morning the wood-cutter went out sorrowfully to his work in the
forest, and while he was cutting wood, suddenly there stood before him a
tall and beautiful woman with a crown of shining stars on her head, who
said to him: "I am the Virgin Mary, mother of the child Jesus. Thou art
poor and needy, bring thy child to me, I will take her with me and be
her mother, and care for her." The wood-cutter obeyed, brought his
child, and gave her to the Virgin Mary, who took her up to heaven with
her. There the child fared well, ate sugar-cakes, and drank sweet milk,
and her clothes were of gold, and the little angels played with her. And
when she was fourteen years of age, the Virgin Mary called her one day
and said: "Dear child, I am about to make a long journey, so take into
thy keeping the keys of the thirteen doors of heaven. Twelve of these
thou mayest open, and behold the glory which is within them, but the
thirteenth, to which this little key belongs, is forbidden thee. Beware
of opening it, or thou wilt bring misery on thyself." The girl promised
to be obedient, and when the Virgin Mary was gone, she began to examine
the dwellings of the kingdom of heaven. Each day she opened one of them,
until she had made the round of the twelve. In each of them sat one of
the Apostles in the midst of a great light, and she rejoiced in all the
magnificence and splendour, and the little angels who always accompanied
her rejoiced with her. Then the forbidden door alone remained, and she
felt a great desire to know what could be hidden behind it, and said to
the angels: "I will not quite open it, and I will not go inside it, but I
will unlock it so that we can just see a little through the opening." -
"Oh no," said the little angels, "that would be a sin. The Virgin Mary
has forbidden it, and it might easily cause thy unhappiness." Then she
was silent, but the desire in her heart was not stilled, but gnawed
there and tormented her, and let her have no rest. And once when the
angels had all gone out, she thought: "Now I am quite alone, and I could
peep in. If I do it, no one will ever know." She sought out the key,
and when she had got it in her hand, she put it in the lock, and when
she had put it in, she turned it round as well. Then the door sprang
open, and she saw there the Trinity sitting in fire and splendour. She
stayed there awhile, and looked at everything in amazement; then she
touched the light a little with her finger, and her finger became quite
golden. Immediately a great fear fell on her. She shut the door
violently, and ran away. Her terror too would not quit her, let her do
what she might, and her heart beat continually and would not be still;
the gold too stayed on her finger, and would not go away, let her rub it
and wash it never so much.
It was not long before the Virgin Mary came back from her
journey. She called the girl before her, and asked to have the keys of
heaven back. When the maiden gave her the bunch, the Virgin looked into
her eyes and said: "Hast thou not opened the thirteenth door also?" -
"No," she replied. Then she laid her hand on the girl's heart, and felt
how it beat and beat, and saw right well that she had disobeyed her
order and had opened the door. Then she said once again: "Art thou
certain that thou hast not done it?" - "Yes," said the girl, for the
second time. Then she perceived the finger which had become golden from
touching the fire of heaven, and saw well that the child had sinned, and
said for the third time: "Hast thou not done it?" - "No," said the girl
for the third time. Then said the Virgin Mary: "Thou hast not obeyed
me, and besides that thou hast lied, thou art no longer worthy to be in
heaven."
Then the girl fell into a deep sleep, and when she awoke she
lay on the earth below, and in the midst of a wilderness. She wanted to
cry out, but she could bring forth no sound. She sprang up and wanted
to run away, but whithersoever she turned herself, she was continually
held back by thick hedges of thorns through which she could not break.
In the desert, in which she was imprisoned, there stood an old hollow
tree, and this had to be her dwelling-place. Into this she crept when
night came, and here she slept. Here, too, she found a shelter from
storm and rain, but it was a miserable life, and bitterly did she weep
when she remembered how happy she had been in heaven, and how the angels
had played with her. Roots and wild berries were her only food, and for
these she sought as far as she could go. In the autumn she picked up
the fallen nuts and leaves, and carried them into the hole. The nuts
were her food in winter, and when snow and ice came, she crept amongst
the leaves like a poor little animal that she might not freeze. Before
long her clothes were all torn, and one bit of them after another fell
off her. As soon, however, as the sun shone warm again, she went out and
sat in front of the tree, and her long hair covered her on all sides
like a mantle. Thus she sat year after year, and felt the pain and the
misery of the world.
One day, when the trees were once more clothed in fresh
green, the King of the country was hunting in the forest, and followed a
roe, and as it had fled into the thicket which shut in this part of the
forest, he got off his horse, tore the bushes asunder, and cut himself a
path with his sword. When he had at last forced his way through, he saw
a wonderfully beautiful maiden sitting under the tree; and she sat
there and was entirely covered with her golden hair down to her very
feet. He stood still and looked at her full of surprise, then he spoke
to her and said: "Who art thou? Why art thou sitting here in the
wilderness?" But she gave no answer, for she could not open her mouth.
The King continued: "Wilt thou go with me to my castle?" Then she just
nodded her head a little. The King took her in his arms, carried her to
his horse, and rode home with her, and when he reached the royal castle
he caused her to be dressed in beautiful garments, and gave her all
things in abundance. Although she could not speak, she was still so
beautiful and charming that he began to love her with all his heart, and
it was not long before he married her.
After a year or so had passed, the Queen brought a son into
the world. Thereupon the Virgin Mary appeared to her in the night when
she lay in her bed alone, and said: "If thou wilt tell the truth and
confess that thou didst unlock the forbidden door, I will open thy mouth
and give thee back thy speech, but if thou perseverest in thy sin, and
deniest obstinately, I will take thy new-born child away with me." Then
the queen was permitted to answer, but she remained hard, and said: "No,
I did not open the forbidden door," and the Virgin Mary took the
new-born child from her arms, and vanished with it. Next morning when
the child was not to be found, it was whispered among the people that
the Queen was a man-eater, and had killed her own child. She heard all
this and could say nothing to the contrary, but the King would not
believe it, for he loved her so much.
When a year had gone by the Queen again bore a son, and in
the night the Virgin Mary again came to her, and said: "If thou wilt
confess that thou openedst the forbidden door, I will give thee thy
child back and untie thy tongue; but if you continuest in sin and
deniest it, I will take away with me this new child also." Then the
Queen again said: "No, I did not open the forbidden door;" and the
Virgin took the child out of her arms, and away with her to heaven. Next
morning, when this child also had disappeared, the people declared
quite loudly that the Queen had devoured it, and the King's councillors
demanded that she should be brought to justice. The King, however, loved
her so dearly that he would not believe it, and commanded the
councillors under pain of death not to say any more about it.
The following year the Queen gave birth to a beautiful
little daughter, and for the third time the Virgin Mary appeared to her
in the night and said: "Follow me." She took the Queen by the hand and
led her to heaven, and showed her there her two eldest children, who
smiled at her, and were playing with the ball of the world. When the
Queen rejoiced thereat, the Virgin Mary said: "Is thy heart not yet
softened? If thou wilt own that thou openedst the forbidden door, I will
give thee back thy two little sons." But for the third time the Queen
answered: "No, I did not open the forbidden door." Then the Virgin let
her sink down to earth once more, and took from her likewise her third
child.
Next morning, when the loss was reported abroad, all the
people cried loudly: "The Queen is a man-eater. She must be judged," and
the King was no longer able to restrain his councillors. Thereupon a
trial was held, and as she could not answer, and defend herself, she was
condemned to be burnt alive. The wood was got together, and when she
was fast bound to the stake, and the fire began to burn round about her,
the hard ice of pride melted, her heart was moved by repentance, and
she thought: "If I could but confess before my death that I opened the
door." Then her voice came back to her, and she cried out loudly: "Yes,
Mary, I did it," and straight-way rain fell from the sky and
extinguished the flames of fire, and a light broke forth above her, and
the Virgin Mary descended with the two little sons by her side, and the
new-born daughter in her arms. She spoke kindly to her, and said: "He
who repents his sin and acknowledges it, is forgiven." Then she gave her
the three children, untied her tongue, and granted her happiness for
her whole life.
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